well todays been a stressful day... not to mention the night before too... i got about 1 hour of sleep on saturday night... i was tired and grumpy all day yesterday even after i took a nap... i tried to go to sleep at like 1am... but i ended up watching blade II and then out cold, i was hoping to fall asleep during the 2nd one... but i didnt and i ended up even watching the extra stuff and the deleted scenes... so i ended up sleeping at like 4ish... on a sidenote... why is it that in movies the hot guy is always evil and so he has to die? i dont get it... but it's stupid... i think i mentioned this also when i was watching blade last weekend... but anyways... i didnt think i was going to be able to see in my room anymore cuz the other day me and ashley realized that our floor lamp didnt work at all... which sucks cuz um the light in the room is simply in adequate for any type of seeing so at night, you cant see shit in here... but a shining light on my bad weekend was that i discovered that it was indeed just unplugged ::breathing a sigh of relief:: and i wont have to study for finals and write my terribly difficult philosophy paper in the dark... now onto the philosophy paper, i started it this morning at like 12 and i worked on it till about 5 with a few breaks in the middle and i got 2 pages done... i need 4-6... it was the most frusturating thing ive ever done and im still only, at minimum, half way done so i have more stressing out to do, and on top of it, it's really crappy because i suck at philosophy and i dont really understand what im writing my paper on... well it's on war, but i had to pick like on thing about it and take a side and back up my claim, which really sucked cuz i suck at this... sigh... got some bad news from mike, it coulda been worse, but still not good... such a stressful long weekend, im just ready to be done with school... as soon as i finish this damn paper i can relax soo much more cuz ive only got finals left... youre probably laughing about me saying im going to relax about my finals... well i am cuz even though one is entire essay and the other is half essay, at least i have specific things to write about and i know how to do them... i'll be done with my finals on monday, well ive got an optional one on tuesday that im gonna go to depending on my bio grade, so as long as it's an A, it'll be good...